I hate myself. I feel worthless and unreliable. I am unattractive and undesirable. I am afraid to die this pathetic

2022.01.19 08:03 Efficient-Status-614 I hate myself. I feel worthless and unreliable. I am unattractive and undesirable. I am afraid to die this pathetic

I am a 25M. I haven't been in a relationship in 2 years, I think women find me repulsive and a loser. My last relationship was with someone who thought I was trash and wasnt shy about expressing how I was lesser than her ex's. I fell for a girl who seemed even sadder than I but who has since rejected me and cut me off.
I have always been fat, I'm still fat. I have diseases now that people my age shouldn't. I got my life together for all of 4 months last year but now I'm back to being a nothing.
I'm shy and unable to communicate effectively at work. I am unable to communicate with people in a real way without thinking about how I am a bullshit spewing worm. I walk around with my head hung in shame for so long, my neck hurts when I look up. When I try to talk to a room, I stammer and can't breathe...
I wasn't like this, people who knew me can't believe who I am now. I was loud, articulate and a performer. I have performed at a stand up comedy show, MCd multiple events, won speech competitions, made pitches for startups. I was someone people came to for my ability to talk my way into or out of things.
Idk why I'm like this... My life is objectively fine. I have a high paying job, I live in relative comfort and safety, I have a family that loves me. I think I want more and the less I am able to do for myself, the more I hate myself. The more I hate myself the less I do. The less I do, the less my life improves. The awareness isn't helping. Idk what to do.. help me
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2022.01.19 08:03 sharewithme Word of The Hour: woodbine

woodbine: a climbing plant having flowers of great fragrance (lonicera periclymenum)
See tree for woodbine: https://treegledictionary.org/define/woodbine
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2022.01.19 08:03 A1pii Öncelikle Baklavanın diyarı Gaziantep'ten tüm dünyaya selamlar

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2022.01.19 08:03 ArthurshatHasAplan Feeling lost in my 20s

Hi I’m 22 years old I feel like everyone’s ahead of me since I graduate high school. They either joined the armed forces or Have decent jobs while I work a minimum wage making 17 an hour in the hospitality industry. How was ur life at my age so I won’t feel bad about my current situation :(
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2022.01.19 08:03 BestSpaceBot Not able to load my resource pack into minecraft.

Anyone knows what i've done wrong while making this resource pack?
Below is the resource pack download.
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2022.01.19 08:03 Anonyomoususer600 I have tried almost everything but nothing has helped

I understand medications aren’t magic but they aren’t helping at all really.
What I want

I obviously know that these things will never be that of someone who doesn’t have sct but at least some improvements, like it sucks that I can’t even listen to music and sing along etc. It makes so many things not enjoyable. Maybe I am asking for too much from medications.
I have tried Strattera- For 3–4 months and 80mg for 2 months and honestly didn’t do much at all, I slept better sometimes I think but it also caused like this weird head spinning/dizziness when trying to sleep. Sort of felt like my head was heavy, hard to explain this so I stopped it
Methylphenidate- tried this for 1-2 weeks got up to 10mg but it was causing issues to my already existing scalp condition :( so had to stop it
Elvanse/Vyvanse- tried this for 3-4 days and don’t have a good enough judgment as I wasn’t able to sleep for 60 hours so I had to stop it
Now I have started dexamphetamine (amfexa), been on it for 4-5 days 5mg twice a day and so far not much besides feel slightly more energy and higher heart rate. I will be switching to 10mg either today or tomorrow.
Speaking with my consultant, he says after this all that there is left us guanfacine and a couple of anti depressants so basically nothing.
I know people are going to recommend probiotics, nootropics, specialised diets. But these aren’t backed up and can be dangerous as it’s experimenting with stuff that there isn’t medical advice for especially for the first two. And the argument that stimulants are worse could be true but atleast you know like the dosages and have doctors advice.
Do people think like in the next 10 years there could be any kind of treatment made for SCT? I know it took a long time for adhd but that was a long time ago
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2022.01.19 08:03 Time_Speaker4934 A complete Blockchain Development Services

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2022.01.19 08:03 pinkpinkandmorepink kind of fearful of how I can eat an entire m&m chocolate bar in one sitting without actually getting ill

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2022.01.19 08:03 MalekethsGhost Hey guys, has anyone mentioned that Microsoft acquired Activision yet?

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2022.01.19 08:03 DifferenceMediocre95 am i a dick for this??

Basically, my roommate who is normally considerate about most things, but has had a habit of staying up late on weekdays when I have to work, and she doesn’t work at all and usually sleeps in till late in the afternoon had woken me up again for the third time. She has had her boyfriend over who lives in the same complex as us for two nights in a row & hooked up his gaming console to our wifi, which I set up so i get a notification when something new is connected. I was woken up again around 2am tonight on a workday by their noise due to our walls not being very thick at all, I’ve mentioned this to her before and it wasn’t an issue till recently, and I plan on talking to her in the morning & setting some boundaries but since I have control over the wifi, I disconnected his device along with his laptop for the night in order to get some sleep & it actually worked lol. Obviously i’m hoping for this not to be a normal thing after I talk to her but am I out of line for doing this? It seems completely reasonable in my opinion since it’s not something I want to get into with her at 2am and I just needed a quick solution .
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2022.01.19 08:03 Ok-Yogurtcloset4018 Started collecting again for the first time in years in December and I pulled my first rainbow rare yday after buying 2 fusion strike boosters 🔥🔥🔥

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2022.01.19 08:03 liamchad My day on the Beach, warm day for a January day in the UK!

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2022.01.19 08:03 reddit_4_info Reddit Message, this community doesn’t allow text posts or image posts. Compromised.

First I got that message five times, tried to post the screenshot, but it wasn’t allowed. Now, if this goes through. HF’s my educated guess is that precisely four of your trusted people have gone Qui Tam. I would be running for the doors and quickly. Obviously, it’s just a guess what could I possibly know?
Bet against me.
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2022.01.19 08:03 yyzworker New Ontario poll gives Doug Ford's PCs a 9-point lead

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2022.01.19 08:03 Former_Resort_3432 I've

I've looked around
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2022.01.19 08:03 SilLind Collector's Edition mount for the next expansion revealed!

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2022.01.19 08:03 LoudGangsta8292 Bruh i just posted it and it was removed within seconds

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2022.01.19 08:03 Beneficial_Bag_1962 Week 2 of flare up.

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2022.01.19 08:03 Sujith65 Yess

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2022.01.19 08:03 tah_zem Top 10 Machine Translation APIs

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2022.01.19 08:03 Transhuman-7893 Just dumped college student, how to fine new people?

How can I find new people?
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2022.01.19 08:03 small_glucose meirl

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2022.01.19 08:03 absurdist244 question on film iso and exposure

I apologize in advance for the ignorance of the question:
What is the difference between having, say, 1600 ISO film and metering for 1600, or having 400 ISO film and metering for 1600? If I don't have enough light and want to compensate for having 400 ISO film by metering for 1600, is that different from having 1600 ISO film and metering for normal exposure? What are the differences in terms of how much light is exposed?
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2022.01.19 08:03 ZoobBot 201638

This is the 201638th time I made this shitty comment. I hate this job.
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2022.01.19 08:03 TheodenRedeiCalli Noob learning Nasus

Hello hello, I am trying to learn how to play Nasus cause I like the champ ofc and his explosive role during teamfights. I started recently and I am filled top so I still have a lot to learn, farming for now is around 6.5/7 cs but I wanna improve it to 8/8.5 learning a bit of wave management; I like to play passive let the opponent push especially during the first 6 levels but even when I think I do a good laning phase I rarely do a lot of damage. During team fights I am more into slowing and chasing the opponent ADC so I am not very effective in terms of damage even if I kill him ofc. Do you have any tips for a new player of this boy?:)
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